Cynthia’s First Love comic porn

I hate my life. This reflection of a comic, it’s hideous. Mind-breakingly indecent. After reading it, I wanted to hang myself onto a car and drag myself onto the road, scrapping my flesh and muscle at 80 mph. I hate my life. I hope I go down the river of flames and engulf in the pain of disintegration. How could I have down such a terrible act? What’s wrong with me? What have I done to deserve this? What horrendous and vile acts have I committed against humanity and all? No one will forgive me, for I cannot forgive myself.

I’m confused who she love exactly?